Life is always unpredictable. Sometimes, it seems as a bed full of roses & other day; bed covered with thorns. You either slip through slide or rise by stairs. Ups and Downs entertain you. Some come, many leave but life goes on. Book of life proceeds from one chapter to another; changing you with every line, every page. You always miss the previous chapters, want to skip the continued and worry about your next ones.
You all have gone through yours, today I am sharing some of cherishing & life changing chapters of my life book.
Origin
I have been an ordinary girl since childhood. Life was challenging & reliable too. Books, Art, Letters, has always been close to my heart. Not so popular in high-school. Middle class brown girl.
Chaotic morning routine~ waking up at 6am, brushing teeth’s, cleaning face, wearing school uniform, take much time to get ready so the breakfast has to be done in a hurry. In school, time flows with friends, taking class notes. Somedays, school was captivating and the other whole freaking week; It’s not my place. At all times, I was the one who’s not participating in co-curricular activities, avoiding farewells. Moving out of class was really hard task for me. Anyhow, School overs in a blink of eye keeping the fact in notes that It was a long duration of 10 years.
Grade 9 & 10 was most remembering & first turning chapter of life. If I ever asked to get back at which time of my life, I’ll scream loud to go back for my school days. This was not any easy time period but it was when long lasting friendship formed, adventures were done, memories a lot of memories were captured in our hearts, choices were made, decisions were taken, fellows were destines apart, a new chapter begins……
A new chapter begins…..
On a brand-new place with new people & entirely different set up.
Beginnings initiates from goodbyes~ Unknown
This was probably shortest chapter of my life. Neither so entertaining nor enough boring. New friendships begins. Some were temporary, many were for intent, few were pure & still. So much thrilling & initiative start up for next chapters.
College was dragging away my shyness. I started connecting unfamiliar connections, establishing my links & moving away from my focused destination. Strong connection with few educators & relations with rest of them was as it was used to be in school. Priorities got changed. Lots of dreams built up. Many ambitions were buried. Most Exhausting & Hasty track. Everything was so rushing. Gradually, humiliating my mental health. Uncountable laughters & voiceless tears. Why all of this was happening? What is it all trying to convincing? Yes, It was my new chapter preparations. Pre-examining. Practice.
Practice, Practice, Practice
It all went sour & salty, It was just started that it comes to an end.
A life changing End
Step to practical life, out of dreamy world, some more bitter chapter. Ending that turns the table. Let’s see the beauty perspective first. New things always captivate heart so does. Since, I had started my university life; an eye catching view. Broad platform with a lot of diversities. A place where real faces are revealed, intentions are cleared and betrayals are common.
This start up was a turning point.
Turning Point;
What is a turn? Any change that moves in a way to create a different situation in relation to its surroundings or previous position.
Actually, every chapter was a turning point but this was what I was getting prepared for. But still feels like a null student who have clues but not prepared for exam. This chapter changes my understanding of the world, disclose many fake relations and most importantly I met myself. Who I am. Why I am. Unsolved queries started resolving it-selves.
Everything was lesson full. Adulthood slaps you very hard. Changes your perspective. Clears your misconceptions. Wake up you from your dreamy world. Tell you to survive in provided circumstances. Only you claps for yourself. Others are filming. Harsh is new normal. No more erases.
Chapters continue……….
